Life After Chaos
Smashley is what I'm called

I write. Not books, but just whatever it is I decide to put on paper.

My pictures are how I see the world, filled with life and color.

what I write is mostly for my benefit, but if you like it too, yay for you :)

I write how and what I feel.

Everyone has a story.
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abu5alaf91:

Most Inspiring Speech i have ever heard in my life.

universal-wanderer: theworldisanapple-youareaseed: daunt: trytotakethecowgirloutofme: all-i-know-is-i-know-nothing: veganatidae: funnywildlife: Sign this shit now: Ban Tiger trade:#killthetrade http://www.tigertime.info/bantigertrade.html I’ve lost hope for the world now. SIGN THIS SHIT HORRIFYING. Please sign and signal boost ok?  :( Please help them as best you can  Disgusting. Please sign. Ok, signed. While bawling my eyes out. This shit is so sick! How could they!?!

universal-wanderer:

theworldisanapple-youareaseed:

daunt:

trytotakethecowgirloutofme:

all-i-know-is-i-know-nothing:

veganatidae:

funnywildlife:

Sign this shit now: Ban Tiger trade:#killthetrade

http://www.tigertime.info/bantigertrade.html

I’ve lost hope for the world now.

SIGN THIS SHIT

HORRIFYING. Please sign and signal boost ok? 

:( Please help them as best you can 

Disgusting. Please sign.

Ok, signed. While bawling my eyes out. This shit is so sick! How could they!?!

That Day…

You know that day that when you look back, that’s the day that everything changed? That time when all the innocence, everything that was good and wholesome and untainted roamed the streets with you? As the days grow shorter, my waistline grows thinner, my eyeliner thicker, and my tears fall faster.

My contact list is starting to look unhealthy. When I go through it, I wonder why I can’t call anyone on it just to talk. I can’t dispel the thought that everyone has someone. Someone they can curl up with when they aren’t feeling their best. Someone to make them forget their pangs of suicidal intent. Someone they can ring at any time of the day and get sympathy from when their boss is being a dick. Someone they can just call to say hello to and smile just from that. I have no one anymore. And I can’t help to think - Why?

What happened to recklessly having fun and going wherever you wanted, whenever you wanted?

You know, the good old days.

Nope. He was never around to do so. He chose to find another lady to give him sons to call his princes, so he wouldn’t have to call his first little girl a princess. Now this little girl will never be queen.

Nope. He was never around to do so. He chose to find another lady to give him sons to call his princes, so he wouldn’t have to call his first little girl a princess.

Now this little girl will never be queen.

I think my time has come. I’ve tried.. So hard. Last night may have been the final straw. Had just 1 of them been female, I would be sitting with a nice 2x1 window view of a grey sky in a strange city, in a 8x8 cell block. I’m done trying to help.

I think my time has come. I’ve tried.. So hard. Last night may have been the final straw. Had just 1 of them been female, I would be sitting with a nice 2x1 window view of a grey sky in a strange city, in a 8x8 cell block. I’m done trying to help.

(Source: staypozitive)

No sweet and pure angelic lass for me
that kind of gal can spin a web, you see”
“I snarl, I hiss, how can ignorance be compared with bliss?
I spark, I fizz for the lady who knows what time it is
I cheer, I rave for the virtue I’m too late to save
The sadder but wiser girl for me

~Zeus Odin

Just needed to remember this one.

My apologies

I am so sorry for what I did to you.

You have every right to hate me, cause I hate me too.

It was just for fun, just a game;

not for money at all, not for fortune nor fame.

We started it off, both cool as could be.

Things were going great - for me.

Then you pulled ahead

for that I could not stand;

You turned around once, and I put out my hand.

From there it was tragic, and I’d rather not say

but we all need a record of what happened that fateful day.

The fall in slow motion, I couldn’t comprehend.

You overbalanced, tripped, reached out for my hand.

An unlucky near miss is what it was, that was all

Two fingers away

from preventing the fall.

The next thing I knew, you’re there lying on the ground,

the echo of flesh and bone on impact

going round and round.

Already a dark stain sits by your head, one by your feet.

I stood there dumbstruck, then I tried to help your limp body up.

The expression on your face, frozen in place…

It haunts my memories, I will never forget.

They called 9-1-1, while I stood there and wept.

Bad things happen,

You’re sad for a while, and then you move on.

Such is the way of life.

You think about it now and then,

but it doesn’t bother you the way it used to.

the three MOST honest minutes in television history. EVER. 

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ragingbeard: Why doesn’t this have hundreds of thousands of notes??

ragingbeard:

Why doesn’t this have hundreds of thousands of notes??

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Words do not express thoughts very well. They always become a little different immediately after they are expressed, a little distorted, a little foolish.
Hermann Hesse (via loveyourchaos)

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